The Space in Between

Hello. It's been a while. It sounds like I'm writing to an old friend and at first it's awkward and then it becomes normal and like no time has passed. I must admit, it feels nice to be back on the keyboard again and logged into my blogger account. I know it has been a long time since I last wrote on Plum Tree, and I forgot about it for some time. Not knowing where I stand with blogging, wondering if I was even a good blogger and figuring out the whole inspiration thing! As an introverted, creative melancholy I needed and still need an outlet, someplace to go and record, share and have an adventure with my thoughts, ideas, goals, struggles and faith. Where to put all of this when my mind is jabbering away and the best thing is to simply write. These days I've been taking it to pen and paper, tucked away inside my safe and comfortable notebook where no one can peak or look, but sometimes that can become too comfortable and a little bit boring. I love to jot down in a notebook but it's all about keeping it closed up somewhere, only for my eyes. Reflection, and prayer is good but what about the other things that are meant to be shared- where do they all go?

My dear sister and I were sharing many words, ideas and expressions with one another yesterday, in one of our most favorite places! Somehow this cafe lovin' of ours always puts the right beat in our step and the perfect tune in our fill of inspiration- at least for the week until we need to refill that coffee cup once again;). She had many wise words regarding blogging, sharing, the inspiration we seek and give to others whatever that may look like. It got me thinking and questioning about this blog of mine, which is coming up on its 1 yr anniversary! What can I give in terms of my strengths, interests, ect..? I do love to write, share knowledge, inspiration, hope, joy, and other things that I look to for my own needs. What has stopped or prevented me from blogging? Life, ideals, fear, disinterest,laziness, insecurities, disappointment...But I know I still have things to offer, to share and give in various forms and ways and one of them that I feel am best at is through writing!

Like an old friend, I want to update on my life and the space in between in which has passed, all of Spring and half of Summer already! As one of my first posts said, plum tree is a symbol of waiting for something, and as I found on google, "sweet anticipation of promises and rewards of something one has waited for." So here is to more writing, sharing and delving back into the space that I want to keep and not leave behind. As Amy Adams says on the film, Julie and Julia, "I can write a blog, I have thoughts!" Till next time...