It is finally spring break, and I can remember a year ago well. I felt similar to how I do now- at my max of mental burnout honestly and so ready for a change. Last year, I went on a shopping spree at a thrift store, and it was fun and therapeutic, and what lasted for a few hours! My time on CM was soon ending as not much was happening, and I was starting to feel anxious.
This year, March felt like never ending. The cold, wind and rain felt like a constant reminder that it wasn't spring yet, and there were still weeks before an official break. The daily grind was real, and having mental shift and strength was a constant thing to work at and endure.
I feel that I have neglected some things. And a big part is inspiration and not always feeling like I have the time or mental energy to fully enter into the things I wanted to. There have been constant duties and demands with my classes as well. I was so excited and inspired with the warm, spring weather yesterday and with the start of April- finally a new month! I made a list but also things to do during my break.
I have also neglected language studies- attempting to study 3 languages at once~ Russian, Brazilian Portuguese, and French. Maybe the idea is better than the reality, but it keeps me motivated and inspired. Thinking about a hair trim, since it's been a veryyy long time. I also have not printed out photos in a few years and have so many just stationary on my phone.
As this week starts Holy Week, I want to enter more fully into Christ's Passion and slow down. That's it really, slowing down into a more prayerful mode, and a deeper reflection. The Bible in a Year is a great way to enter more fully into scripture and slow down. There is still so much I want to learn and growth with! Hopefully this break will help do just that!
Happy start to your break! You highlight the various parts of March well in this post, and I know how well-deserved this break is for you! Love those pics!
ReplyDeleteThanks sweet sis!! xo
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