The busyness has gotten to me. Its only when I can finally slowdown that I realize how much it can overtake. I think about my parents and their deep love and support, and there have been many recent days where it just feels like there is so much to do, so much on my mind, so much to process that it's hard to be still, present and listen. It's been difficult to seek that quality time, and I wish it wasn't so.
These past few months have been a spin. Actually, more than that. They have left me tired, drained even and at times disjointed with myself- it's been more challenging (though not impossible) to find moments where I can sit and think, pray and rejuvenate, but again there is always something to get done, and by this, I mean for my program; and my job has become busier and more interactive as well.
Its days like today where I can finally regroup a little and realize where I'm at mentally, spiritually, emotionally. And I realized how much burnout I felt only because I was able to stop and listen, be still.
It makes me so grateful for my parents, to be able to live with them and share so much with them, even when the days are busy for me. I'm glad I'm able to reflect more today, and process and settle into the peace and quiet I've been seeking amidst the hustle and bustle.
Love this post, dear sis! You are in the midst of a very busy season, but, as you wrote, it is a true gift to live at home with Mom and Dad. I hope you can continue to find quiet moments throughout the semester.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your sweet comment, Liz xoxo
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